You are

Who is person that really help you and be there for you whenever u need help?

It is my fault!, i spent money so easy. like there is no tomorrow..

I should change this habit..

Save more, do more!

right?:)

Better :)

... Seem what I'm try to say is
You make things better
And no matter what the day is
With you here it's better...


Today, Monday, 14 Jan '13.
First time this particular someone, admitted, we should had chat date last time!:)...
Well. I thought it was just normal friendship chat appoinment, but... this some1 said,,, just today.. that.. it supposed to be chat date!.. wow:).. I am happy now!!!... yay!:)

I am listening to this song.. soo romantic. Boyzone "Better".. Check out the lyrics :

"Better"

Our love has changed
It's not the same
And the only way to say it
Is say it..it's better

I can't conceal
This way I feel
For all the times we spend together
Forever just gets better

Seem what I'm try to say is
You make things better
And no matter what the day is
With you here it's better

I stand by you
If you stand by me
I think it's time that I reveal it
Cause I believe it
It's better

Seem what I'm try to say is
You make things better
And no matter what the day is
If you're here it's better

Ooh the more I write song to you
I'm fall in love with everything you do

Oooh..

Seem what I'm try to say is
You make things better
And no matter what the day is
With you here it's better

Our love has changed
It's not the same
And the only way to say it
Is say it..it's better

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NBpvEqDPc4s&feature=share&list=PLF1C544045179B3CB 

Innocence

Today, I didnt go to work. Flu got me since yesterday. But, I am better now.

Yesterday, I told someone that I love that... I made mistake!, I made mistake regarding my feeling toward that X (X is refer to that someone). Why I did that?, it was cause I felt numb, breathless, and insomnia the day before cause thinking of X. Why I can't be with X?, because X already has a lover!.., and much more complicated than you might thought!, and this X is reside far away from me, even different country.

The Innocence ...
Why I put this word in the title of this post ?. Innocence is the perfect term or word to explain how the feeling was!, yeah.. the feeling was Innocence!, it was so pure, so deep and beautiful eventually!, only the circumstances and conditions made it , simply IMPOSSIBLE!.. Innocence >< Impossible !.. that's it:):)

I was inspired by Avril Lavigne song "Innocence" :

AVRIL LAVIGNE LYRICS

"Innocence"

Waking up I see that everything is OK
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]
This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliant
Makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliance
Please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by


Link :
http://youtu.be/nz8YlySTuFw


So...
I will not blame my feeling for X, and I can't blame X cause made me care bout soo much and hurted me unintentionally!, nobody made mistakes about the feeling, but I admitted, I made mistake on letting it stayed!, and didn't wash it away sooner, therefore it hurted me longer.


Dear pals, have u ever felt something like this before?..
U know, all u have to do is, let it then move on.. I wont say it's easy, but at least u need to let ur sense win!, need to think with ur brain not only ur heart!... let's learn this life more :)


Good luck fellas :>

Travelling with FREE / ALMOST FREE ACCOMODATION ?:)

Okay, let's talk!:)

Have you ever imagined, travelling to wherever you dreamt of and get FREE place just to sleep for few days?, Did you ever count, how much that few days cost if you book some hotel? (even you could book the cheap hotel /hostels/homestay, but free is most likely preferable. right?:>).. PLUS, you could grab new friends or simply fellow to get hang out with (esp. if you travel alone).

There is a cool organization / website that could help you if you prefer to get above experiences and try a different adventure. It is called "Couchsurfing", and the persons who join this are called "Couchsurfers".

I knew this site about 2years ago, my best friend introduced me to this and I ended up enjoy it so far. I live and work in Bali, as maybe you know (if many of you didn't know where Bali is, you may google it:>), Bali is one of famous tourists destination, located in Asia, in Indonesia to be exact. From Couchsurfing, I met lot of travellers from around the globe!... I have learned sooo much from them. They're culture, language, way of thinking, etc.. and IT IS SOO FUN :)...

You may try this Couchsurfing someday. and maybe other similar organization, for instance : WWOOF
 
 - World Wide Opportunities on Organic Farms -> it's an organization who will give you an opportunity to stay in a lodge and work in their organic farm, but they might charge you some money, not much though. You may check them out and query them if you're interested.. :)

Below you can found an idea of Couchsurfing and WWOOF :

  

Someone Like You

Could you replace someone that meant a lot for you?. If you did, How could you do that?

I asked myself, how many times I fell in love?!, How many times I crushed on somebody?. I find out, the people that stay in your thought for long time, maybe those people are the persons I love not just crush.

When I slept, I dreamt about them. When I am alone I keep thinking about them. However, I realize, the recent person is somehow the one who stays and linger most of times!, the persons before just appear rarely even not at all!, therefore I find a conclusion about myself, my heart, and my feeling that Love can be learned and can be replaced!... Are you surprised?:).. or do you agree with me?:).. But sadly, I also find out that I CAN NOT choose who's the one I love!.. exactly. :)

Please take a deep attention to Adele's song "Someone Like You" :

"Someone Like You"

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead 

 

 

Online Chat and Love Fling

Hey gals/guys,

What you think about Online chat with random persons or even online dating?

Do you think it could last?, how much the percentage of successful online dating end up with marriage?

I am here, because I like online activities i.e. social media, browsing, chatting, blogging, etc. I really love this kinda things.

Have you ever heard about MIRC?.. this is one chatting site where you can simple join some channels, then chat by clicking other nick names. Find the pics below :

Many people use this chatting site as sex abuse, sex chats, find online date, etc.. Those are the negative sides, but it's eventually also has the positive sides, for instance : good fellows to share stories, really good girl/guy to be ur online gf/bf and even for your future wife/husband!:).. I know it sound, naive.. bit impossible, but it happened!... my best friend met her husband from MIRC.. :)..

So, tell me your story!:)..
You find good people to chat online with?.. or simply weirdo?:)..

I Never Really Love You Anyway

This is song from The Corrs..

For everyone who has been dumped, or been left, or just simple broke up!, this song could be for you :)..

check out the lyric :

The Corrs - I Never Loved You Anyway lyrics

Album: Talk On Corners

 

You bored me with your stories
I can't belive that I endured you for as long as I did
I'm happy it's over, I'm only sorry
That I didn't make the move before you
And when you go I will remember
To send a thankyou note to that girl Oh that girl
I see she's holding you so tender
Well I just wanna say...
Just wanna say
I never really loved you anyway
No I didn't love you anyway
I never really loved you anyway
I'm so glad you're moving away
Valentino, I don't think so
You watching MTV while I lie dreaming in an MT bed
And come to think of it
I was misled
My flat, my food, my everything
And thoughts inside my head
Before you go I must remember
To have a quiet word with that girl
Oh that girl
Does she know you're not a spender?
Well I just have to say...
Just wanna say
I never really loved you anyway
No I didn't love you anyway
I never really loved you anyway
I'm so glad you're moving away
Yeah, I am
Yeah, I am
And when you go I will remember
I must remember to say...
I never really loved you anyway
No I didn't love you anyway
I never really loved you anyway
I never really loved you anyway
I never loved you anyway
No I didn't love you anyway
Never truly loved you anyway
I'm so happy you're moving away
Yeah I'm delighted you're moving away

http://youtu.be/hKmXPBuzS5E 

How to be strong emotionally ?

Answer to these questions :

1. How you feel when you lose the person you love ?
2. How you feel when you got fired ?
3. How you feel when you have a very bad day today ?
4. How you feel when your parents treat you unfair ?

From all misfortune you might experienced, What you think can make you still stand tough?, chin up?, and stay strong emotionally?

You might wonder.... how?...

Well.. we can try to observe here :
a. We are all just human . Means : we are all make mistake/s, therefore Nobody's perfect. In this nature, we can conclude, all the person we love / loved, they're just human, they make mistake/s, so... from that point, we have to realize, some people might not perfect for us, either they're not match with one or another part of ourselves or we are not match with them!...

b. All lives will be dead someday. Every creature, humans, etc are living creatures that someday will be dead. vanish from this world. Therefore, we should not count on them, we should not attach to them so much, we should realize we could lose them someday... It helps us to get through all circumstances. Am I right?:)

c. All happen for reason/s. Even we think one situation is soo severely bad, we might notice someday that in some way that bad thing is needed to be in better situation in the future.. For instance : Your parents don't buy you the latest brand new gadget that you dreamt of, but surprisingly they saved their budget to send you to study abroad or buy you a fancy car or treat you travelling to your favourite destination, etc...

From all that happen , bad or good, one thing that could make the difference, IT IS OUR PERSPECTIVE.

If we always try to see the positive in everything, we will mostly feel positive and happy..

:)..

Sharing and Advising corp. :)

PS: you may send your comment and discuss your opinions here :)..
cheers...

http://youtu.be/wdGZBRAwW74

Are you broken hearted ?

This grey sky,
Heavy Rain...
I just heard the person I love the most already find "the love one"... :(..

I am here alone, wishing for fellas / friends out there to cheer me up again...

Am I all alone with this broken hearted in this earth ?.. or is there people out there who would like to share their stories with me?

 http://youtu.be/aBt8fN7mJNg


PS : let's ease this pain together...